If i feel sad , even my tears was broke . im stil here . standing with two feet . and i will stay still . because i know , even something come and may destroy my happiness . im still have u by my side . sometimes i felt sick . and just me that can feel it . its so painful . everyday , i feel the pain . such a thousand of knife was stabbing me . nobody will ask me why im being sick . whyyy ? *because im too busy thinking about u . didnt eat , drink , and even , i didnt sleep well . its all because of u FREAK ! do u remember that dayy ? u gave me hope . u promise me something . but at last , its all hopeless ! did u know how much i love u , i need u , and i miss u ? u never asked that right . i was hope that u will always be beside me . but its all just my illusion . mybe u just using me . do u trulyy love me ? i dunt know either .